ah, life going to be in turmoil next week. the hardest 6 weeks of my life perhaps. gerrard is going to inspire tonight, and liverpool will take a good result back. there's so many things i feel like buying, but i couldn't bear to spend a penny. uptight financially now, so buying stuff should be a taboo subject. oh wells, cny has been more purposeful this year. went around for visitation more. i would like to love someone who appreciates and love soccer, enjoys watching with me on a sofa couch. random thought, haha.